pals gue resmi balik ke blog lama gue hoho therealjakartans.blogspot.com

jengkel gue sm lj gk bisa diapa2in huh huh huh! link guee ya yang baruu :)

back! huaaa lagi sakit. banyak cerita selama di bali. tapi lg gk mood crita lol. weel gue consider buat ganti blog ke blog lama hehe abisan gk seru2 amat trnyata livejournal susah di macem2in nya eeeughhh! well liat nanti deeeh hahahah. udah ah mls posting. daaa

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
sheila, she, sheil, cea

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
25 dec XMASS! lol just one. i dont write my birthdate here cause i hate birthday :S

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
creambath, online, messaging, talking

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
surrounded by peeps you love, work hard, then earn lots of money, and marrying the perfect boy 

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
mmm? no one lol

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE :
shoes, clothes, money , tickets airplane ticket plus accomodation

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):
browsing, eating, swimming lol, watching

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
cubadak, tokyo, mexico, hawaii 

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
mineral water, juice, coffee, tea

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
phone, wallet, eyeliner, parfume

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
black, white, red, pink

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:
my room, pim, sekbil, starbucks

TOP FOUR YOU LOVE SO MUCH:
GOD, family, bffs, beauty

TOP FOUR ASIAN ACTORS:
kim bum, takeshi kaneshiro, vic chou, christian sugiono

FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
computer plus internet connection OMG!, softlense, parfume, sanitary napkins lol! (i cant imagine life without 'it')

FOUR FAVOURITE "UNUSUAL" SONGS:
?

FOUR EVENTS YOU WILL NEVER FORGET:
highschool times!!!!!, every single day at home, the last day of uas, err? idk

FOUR THINGS YOU OFTEN DID WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
running, eating, drinking, laughing

TOP FOUR WHO YOU WANT TO ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
any one.

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
got nothing to do

i cant sleep as ussual :( this is how i look now, poor-messy-sheila. here already 3.30 am (*?"l<'@`13^%$`~! i sleep at 3 am or 4 am or even 5 am(!) then push myself to wake up at 9 am. thats sucks! aaahhh. btw i just came back from ubud today after spent 3 days in ubud. ubud was fvckin awesome. id really love my uncle's villa. the view was really nice. well i dont feel like writing so thats all i can write. tell you later.


looked like drunk after drinking a glass of milk LOL

ps. can somebody get me a brain surgeon? im sure theres so much shit in head. and need to take them out. ive been thinking what i shouldnt be thinking of lately. the result = my brain is too full that it doesnt even have more space for memories. yes i forget almost everything easily now. another bad effect , i guess my hair is not getting any longer since the last time i cut it.

i just wondering if its legal to a innocent-look girl kiss (well actually its much more than just a kiss) a boy who is not her bf or even close b fs when she was sober. well she did anyway.

im in bali bibeh! heheh. ah finally nyampe juga gue. gue prgi ke bali tanggal 14 kmrn. sendirian. sumpah yaaa beneran deh lain kali gue kalo mau jalan-jalan sendirian, gue udah harus siapin perbekalan. sialan bgt kmrn ckck wanita lemah lembut manis tak berdaya macem gue msti bawa bnyk brg sendirian. 1 koper isi baju dan perlengakapan show gue, 1 koper isi makanan buat keluarga gue di bali seberat 7kg, gila ya! perasaan bawa nya gk banyak2 amat, udah kayak nenteng batu bata aja gue. sama satu lagi tas gue.

gue kemaren nunggu boarding sendirian. malang banget deh, hp lowbat, camera abis baterenya, majalah gk bawa, temen apalagi. sisa ipod gue doang yang masih nyala dengan manis nya. tepat di depan mata gue ada sepasang cewek-cowok umur 19an yang gue pikir orang chines/korea/jepang. anying gk liat heh mereka muka gue udah merana banget sendirian krik krik kayak nana. (nana adalah pembantu/piaraan teman gue yang mirip moa/tumbuhan/apapun yang menyeramkan sudah menjomblo nyaris seumur hidupnya). back! gila ya tuh pasangan belom nyampe bali udah errr syur banget dah. si cowok berbusana normal jeans dan poloshirt tapi si cewek cuman pake hot pants, tank top sama kain bali. WOOYY BELOM NYAMPE BALI NENG MASIH DI AIRPORT! gila ya keki banget gue. udah persis di hadapan gue tuh orang cium2an yaa gak ampe lebay gimana seh tapi tetep aja menurut norma dan undang2 adat yang berlaku di indonesia hal itu masih bukan sewajarnya. cowoknya tidur di paha ceweknya trus ceweknya cium2 etc yang menurut gue sama aja menjijikannya. errr tuhaaann udah pengen gue kotbahin tuh dua orang. dalam hati gue udah bernyanyi di bawah kepak sayapMuuuu, Kau bawaku terbang tinggiiiii, melintasi langit biru bagaikan rajawali (lagu kebangsaan temen2 gue kalo lagi gosip). gue udah pasang tampang se nana (bc jelek) mungkin menunjukan gue terganggu, pengennya sih pindah tapi udah rame lagian gue males pindah heheh. gila ya tuh mahluk dua masih gak sadar masih aja asik dengan urusan pribadi yang gue yakin udah menjadi tontonan publik. mereka berenti pas udah mau jalan ngasi tiket buat naik pesawat. kayaknya sebelumnya gue gk prnh denger mereka ngomong deh. secara ngomongnya bisik-bisik pas di kuping gt, yaelah si gue aja kalo gosip gak segitunya, eloo ngobrol doang sok rahasia banget! gue juga gk mau denger seh wweekkk! eh gak tau nya pas mereka lagi jalan ngasi tiket si cewek ngomong "oh udah yaa? yuk!" WTF theyre indonesian. gila yaaa anak muda indo jaman sekarang ckck gaya pacaran nya gak sehat bgt LOLS berasa gue lahir taun 30. heran deh gue sama tuh 2 orang diijinin apa pergi ke bali berudaan doang sm orang tuanya di airport aja udah heboh gt apa lagi nyampe bali ya?  pulang-pulang udah beranak dah psti heheh.

trus yaa di airport gue ngeliat segerombloan cowok. yampun sumpah lucu nya gak nahan. bule 6 orang awwww. gk prnh gue liat bule selucu ini haha sumpah ganteng2 banget. (entah sebernanya emang lucu ato karna gue lagi sndiri trus butuh tontonan hahah) aaah tapi emang serius lucu banget. satu yang paling gue naksir mukanya mirip zac efron versi blonde. gue udah berharap2 tuh kelima bule super ganteng lucu imut mau nyamnperin gue ngajak kenalan HAHAH. gue udah kegeeran deh setiap zac boong-boongan ngeliatin gue (padahal gue yakin banget dia ngeliatin gue gara-gara gue sering kedapetan ngeliatin dia ahhahahah). mereka orang france, aww ngomong nya kereen lagi. trus masuk pesawat, merka berenam duduk selang satu kursi sama gue. dan dan dan apa yang gue lihaaaaatt?! jeger gue liat si cowok zac efron yang tadinya mau gue jadiin calon gebetan NYIUM PIPI TEMENNYA!! jeger. tiba2 gt nyium pipi temennya, gk ada ngomong apa2. akh tidak. pupus harapan gue seketika! gila tuh cowok yang selama ampir setengah jam gue pantengin tiba2 berasa diputusin gue. hoaaaahhhh seketika dia nyium pipi temennya mata gue langusng melotot haha udah kayak keselek sendal jepit. tau deh bodo dia nyadar apa kagak. udah najong gue :P

lesson to learn =

1. ati-ati pacaran, mesra-mesraan di depan cewek jomblo yang lagi sendirian. lebih sensitif dari anjing baru ngelahirin heheh :P
2. jaga emosi jangan langsung ngatain orang. kemungkinan dia ngerti lo ngoceh apaan.
3. jangan terlalu berharap banyak sama cowok ganteng yang baru lo liat 30 menit. hoaaah masih sakit ati gue smpe sekarang, heran deh cowok ganteng bisa gay, mana homoannya ganteng pula! mending sama gue deh lo!
 4. sebisa mungkin jalan-jalan bawa gandengan cowok seganteng zac (kalo bisa siapa juga yang gk mau? hahahh)

off to bed. rumah oma gue yang disini blkngnya pantai langusng wess asek banget deh ehehhe.

toodles xx

i wish zac was mine and i was vanessa. theyre just so perfect lalallalala~

peepooo! im going to bali next week yea yea! bali always cheer me up ehhehe :D aaah cant wait to see the beach, fams, etc. ive been wanting to come to bali since 2months ago ahhakk (check this out).

ill be going to bali by myself huaa. lonely traveler lols. cos my mum and dad are too busy with their own stuff. and my sist is starting her school next week. errr i hope its gonna be a great vacation. i just want to relaxing myself :D

dont you know that you look so fat and ugly in that terrible dress?

xxo

bangs! i come with gossip :P my ex boyfriend is dating my ex classmate now. hows it? cmon dont give me that aww-tabah-ya-sheil looks. im so fine. its none of my business anymore sweetheart. it has been almost 2 months after we broke up anyway. and peeps, please dont ask me why and how did they become a couple. i have no idea at all.

love is in the air~

gue kayaknya nulis ini telat ya heheh. tadi gue ke sekolah ambil ijazah, pake seragam sanur lengkap (tanpa sepatu dan kaos kaki hehe sepatu gue udah gk tau dimana), untung ada obat yang bisa gue palakin sepatu nya pas ketemu heheh. well dari abis selesai sekolah, prom, pengunguman kelulusan gue gk ngerasa bakal bener2 pisah. smpe tadi pagi, mungkin karna suasana sekolah sepi kali ya untung gue gak nangis jejeritan melokin pak satpam. gue berasa bakal beneran ninggalin sekolah super-jahat-kejam-sedeng-sadis yang prnh gue kenal.

tadi gue bener-bener kayak ''nyet, besok-besok gue berangkat sekolah, bangun pagi-pagi udah bukan kesini lagi, tujuan gue beda". errr anjjiiirrrr masa sma gue udah kelar. beneran udah selese. ijazah kelulusan udah ditangan, university udah merem melek nyariin lo. sumpah yaa, waktu 3 taun beneran gk berasa. dari awalnya lo kenal sama temen, berantem, nangis, jejeritan, ngomel, sampe akhirnya lo pelukan lagi. lo ngomongin temen lo dibelakang, di depannya lo baik-baik aja, tapi lo bisa sewot sendiri kalo ada orng lain ikutan ngomongin temen lo di dpn elo bhkn lo bisa belain tmn lo yang lo omongin tadi. jelek, busuk, cantik, baik, pinter, semuanya udah sama-sama tau. gue tau sooner or later kita semua bakalan pisah. gk mungkin juga sampe nati barengan mulu tapi ya gk nyangka aja kalo waktunya udah tiba. we have our own path. semua udah jalan ke tujuannya masing.

gue ke china. . .

ada yang ke us, nz, china juga, bandung, tetep di jakarta, belanda, korea, sing, jogja, bali, surabaya dll. we're all separated. takut! pol nyet takutnya. gue takut banget kuliah, well excited juga seh. kalo udah kuliah artinya lo udah gede, semua tanggung jawab lo sendiri. kalo kata pak alex "keluar dari comfort zone! semua orang harus keluar dari comfort zone nya biar berhasil" dari antara segala fisika-fisikaan yang pak alex pernah, ajarin cuman ini doang yang paling gue inget ehehhe. gue mesti tinggal sendiri, cari temen baru, susah ketemu sama temen yang sekarang, pergi dari indo etc.

dengan kebiasaan terpuji memalukan gue, takut banget gue gk dapet temen yang bener-bener temen kayak disini yaa walaupun gue tau temen gue yang disini suka rada kurang ajar. kuping gue yang super-budek-khusus-sama-alarm-pagi, otak gue yang kelewat hobi alzheimer disaat yang gak pernah tepat, keturunan chinese yang menyebabkan mata gue suka kelewatan sipit kalo ditengah-tengah pelajaran, cuek males resek kepo nya gue. dengan sifat kayak gt gue udah jiper duluan, takut diusir dari dorm gue sebelum sempat menapakan kaki di negeri china.

plus ditambah beban seberat badan valisa yang menanti nyampe china. LANGUAGE, new country new lifestyle, new food, NEW FRIENDS, new school (YAIYALAH!!)..... NEW skinny SHEILA hahaha.

thats life anyway. but still, im not ready yet to be a college girl, to face the world with my own strength. huaaaaa. being a highschoolers in my previous high school with my high school mates is the best thing ever happened in my life :)

thanks guys.
someday when we meet, promise me were all become a success person haaaakksss i miss yous already :(


we miss each other, dont we?


SENIOR YEAR LOVES. tan why did you leave us :(


wetsseeeh temennya prom kuin kitee



i need my classmates


percussion bibeeeeeehhhh


and blablaaaa too much picts to post.

heeyoo world. i dont know that life could be so boring like hell this. it has been almost 2months since i started my holiday. and i still stuck at home thinking and planning about my holiday to do list. hhheeey wake up sily! dont waste your time heheh. so i tried to become more useful these days, im taking mandarin course yay yay! in order to mastering chinese kaligrafi i took mandarin advanced class. joking :DD im the most beginning beginning beginner in mandarin hahah. but hey im working on it. i dont wanna be such a deaf or mute in china so yea im learning mandarin now, 5 days a week, 4 hours a day. purfakeeee!! for your information mandarin is so friggin hard. yea it is. you have to say in 4 tones. and its so hard to differentiate them. and i have no idea what talent God give to chinese so that they could differentiate them. haaa and the writing. too much to remember :S but i have to be able to speak mandarin no matter what. so please help me, pray for me, talk with me in mandarin if you can ehhehee.

and today, i woke up at 2pm heheh. i slept at 4am yesterday, its very reasonable rite? ehhee. my mom and my dad already gone somewhere when i woke up. my sistar was sitting in front of comp downloading some italian soccer game as usual. and me, was looking for some food hahhahaha shit im getting fatter and chubbier. huh sorry i cant help my appetite. err i dunno what to write heheh. now im sitting in front of my laptop waiting for my parents to come home. then were gonna go somewhere to have dinner. well thats it. ciao!

 

heyhey this is my new blog. thanks to china who blocked access to blogger i cant share my fabulous stories on my previous blog anymore (in the next 3 months). well im not moving to china yet but im preparing for it :D , changing my blog site from blogger to livejournal. livejournal is more interesting than blogger anyway. so er errr enjoy my new blog, leave some comments puhlease. but i dunno how to put my cbox, so just put your comment on my posts or text me :P ciao!